Post-Breakfast

Here I am feeling irresponsible; really we don't have task to do..? Exam weeks..

I do, but I haven't find the momentum...

Listening to Sia's My Love; depressing song..but I don't know why I keep it playing again and again...

It's one of the Twilight's soundtracks...a never-ending fiction...

I am not a fan of Twilight (I don't like Edward, he's slow though he can fly ( fly kah tu..?), he's too white, Bella is weird, Jacob is ill-temper, but he's fast hehe), but Edi, yes...he just can't wait for the next episode.

However, even if I am not a fan of that movie , I hardly believe I stuck in front of the tv watching the third episode of it...HAHAHA. Well, because I like the scenic (Alaska) and the songs. As well as the light actions. The wolves clan is sooooo fast...and huge. Bulu tebaaaal.

But, well, I miss sunshine whenever I watch Twilight...

So Twilight and I, is like "you hate that song so much, but you can sing that song quite well" kind of situation... what kind of situation is that...?

  

The web suggested me to take 1,200 calories per day...if I want to lose 5 kilos...an the due-date is somewhere on June...Mid June...

Really...? If you're 55 kilos, and your height is just 156 cm, to shade 7 kilos is unrealistic..? Or is it because it's unhealthy...? Not an ideal weight for someone who's 156 cm tall, perhaps.

But do you know how much calories does a slice of cheese cake contains?

Around 270 calories...

Through cycling for 2 km, you only lose 50 calories (1/2 banana..1/2 banana?) , well depends on your speed...maybe (- _-)

Well, calculating how much you eat and how much you shed can be difficult and probably can drive you crazy. Better stick with the healthy menus that make you happy...Keep on working, Rome was not built in one day...

At the end of the day it's always; It's just me...

Seriously...the office is getting dull...is that because everyone is getting old...?

Sometimes I feel like we all are just waiting the time for this office to be closed...Oh No! I love KK.

There's a change in here; too many new faces, not freshies...I don't really like it...not them, but just the environment.

The cheese cake? Meglio l'ultimo.. :) now how can you take 1,200 cal per day if you continue binging on cheese cake...?

I keep on thinking about the 8th talisman; Choose your influences well.

It reminds me friends that I haven't in touch with for quite sometimes...

I did contacted three friends last Sunday...it's good to know that the first one doing okay-okay. The other one just woke up from her weekend siesta, and the third one is doing good with her part-time study. 

I then realize, people come and go...maybe it's time to let go...it's quite upsetting when good thing ended bad. Karma.  I just hope one day she'll understand and forgives me...Time is often the best healer.

I am so sure I wasn't the one that sat on the massage chair. Last time I did was a year or maybe two ago. Was it wrong if I didn't attend the reunion.... Was it wrong if I didn't tell the truth earlier...? Sometimes there's a thing which is quite special to us and not until we done the hard part then we'll share with others...

Over-think again...it's a minor problem, I have major things to think...like "building a home"...again, I just pray may time heal everything...

Seriously, marriage life is wonderful; less day-dreaming, instant comfort plus tranquility.

Quarrels do happen; a little bit of time and small space...insyaAllah thing will be okay after that.

Well, it's not all about sunshine and rainbows...

Communication is vital; no hiding, don't hold back, wear your heart on your sleeve...just don't throw the tantrum...I really like the book that Edi forced me to read, there's a saying; Perkahwinan itu mengajar kita erti kesabaran...

Seriously marriage really demands patience. 

Only God capable to help us...Keep on praying for willpower.

It's a wet Sunday, but the rain didn't pull the plug on the tamu's hawkers.

Roaming around Gaya Street's tamu, reminded me of Yati's line; Ala Emi, dekat Shah Alam lagi besar tu tamu die (not DIE - mati hahaha)

Well, it's not the size issue...but it's about the people...Hadoih! Hujan emas di negeri orang (tapi belum tentu lagi), hujan batu di negeri sendiri (not really in Sabah), di negeri sendiri lagi baik (absolutely!)

But I am kind of (shocked) and happy, when Edi said; tidak mau lah balik Kuantan, baik duduk Sandakan...just in case if Politeknik KK tutup....haish, not official yet. Jaga kau kalau kau tipu Edi, I X marks your line. He-he-he.

This week challenge; to keep the chilies and coriander alive. Ha-ha.

Success...? Lead to another "adoption".

I became slightly emotional whilst waiting the tukang jahit outside Pasar Philippines sewn Edi's pants.

We're blessed,really we are. We can eat and buy almost everything we want. But what about them...?

They only charged RM5 per pant..."cukup sudah laitu, ada bikin minum kopi"  when he saw his friend tried to get another customer.

I really need to learn to be grateful. seriously! Stop feeling envy and sad...Kalau berbasikal tengok orang yang berjalan kaki, jangan tengok orang yang ada kereta, kalau ada kereta, tengok orang yang berbasikal.

Then, one of them reminded me of my father. Edi was right, my father is such a survivor...feeding 5 kids wasn't easy. 

Lockout; worth watching. Quite tense. :) I gave it 4 out 5 stars. :)

Maggie Grace is hot! and tough! Phewit!

P/S; It's enjoyable watching the akka rempah ratus at pasar (reminds me of Mistress of Spice..) Nah here's something not depressing from the Twilight soundtrack... :) you can do your twist...yeah! From now on...from now oooh on...Yeah, I like the "ooooh on" part...Kewl!