A Day Before Holidays...

I hardly believe I'll be back home tomorrow (and I hardly believe that I'm not so sure how to spell TOMORROW hehe)...
I have one final task to do but I'm just not in the mood to do it...and I'm counting the time to get back home.
I haven't packed my things yet. Maybe I'll spend the night packing everything.
And I have to finished my macaroni salad.
Tomorrow I'll be leaving for the airport as early as 8 am.
And astaghfirullah...why the heck is that I keep on thinking about that person...My God...! Am I in love with him..?Is it another crush (which I'm getting fed-up with)?...Or am I just melted...fooled...confused...I don't know...but that person had acted weird for the past couple of days...
Well, my only hope is, if it's true that he feels the way I feel, and if he's the right person then I hope it'll be a smooth journey...But if it's the other way round, then I hope God the Most mercy-full, help me to forget that person and please put away that person from my heart...Ya Allah...seriously this is sooooo tiresome...
I just don't like this feeling....because everytime I have this kind of feeling, I keep on getting bad news at the end of the day...
Oh God to you I rely on...
Help me please...