Sweet Disposition

Bismillahirrahmanirahim...
Ah it's been such a looong time...
I woke up at 8 something today...I didn't even heard the azan Subuh...blame it on the Brothers Bloom
I have a deep sleep last night...Alhamdulillah...and that's what matter.
This time I posted along The Temper Trap's Sweet Disposition...
I don't know what's this song is exactly about...
About someone who is naturally sweet...
Or maybe it's about someone who has been pluto-ed!
What ever it is...here's a brief history about this song and I.
I first heard this song when I was searching for the other The Temper Trap's songs...Love Lost...on YouTube of course.
At first I kind of love and hate the song...but not until I found out that it's one of the movie 500 Days Of Summer's soundtracks...(and I hardly remember in which part did this song was played during the movie)...
At that's went I fell in love with this song...
So when I hear this song it reminds me to 500 Days Of Summer...then that movie reminds me to Joseph Gordon-Levvit...the actor of the movie...and that actor reminds me to this guy that I had a crushed with...well actually I still have a crush on him, though he's now in relationship with this lovely, pretty, nice, soft gilr yessss she posses all the grade A qualities that every man seeking for...So I guess I FULLY understand why he didn't like me to be more than his friend...
And of course I am so so so sad...but you know what, become sad on something is like you're not grateful with what you already have...God knows better right...Oh, I feel like I want to cry everytime I think about this thing...
I posted this video on my Facebook account...how I wish I could posted it on his wall and say "This one is specially dedicated to you because I think Joseph G.L looks exactly like you...and you don't actually look like the guy who acted in that Malaysian drama called Adamaya...definitely not! You look like the guy in 500 Days Of Summer...and I like you!...Oh not because you look like him...but because for who you are!"
Unfortunately there;s no waaaaay, no waaaaay I could do that!...
Even if I do have the courage to do so...I'm just too sick and tired embarassing myself...
Do I sound desperate..?No I don't think I am desperate...but these are what's inside me...I AM SAD...but I CAN'T LET MYSELF SAD aaallll the time!
Well...that's it...Enjoy the song..Oh here, I'm posting the lyric as well so that you can sing along...it's an easy song...!
Time for me to clean up my house...holidays just around the corner :)

Sweet Dispositio - The Temper Trap
Sweet Disposition

Never Too Soon
Ah, Reckless Abandon
Like No Ones Watching You

A Moment
A Love
A Dream
Aloud
A Kiss
A Cry
Our Rights
Our Wrongs

A Moment A Love
A Dream Aloud

So Stay There
Cause Ill Be Coming Over
And While Our Bloods Still Young
Its So Young, It Runs
Wont Stop Til Its Over
Wont Stop To Surrender

Songs Of Desperation
I Played Them For You

A Moment
A Love
A Dream
Aloud
A Kiss
A Cry
Our Rights
Our Wrongs
A Moment A Love
A Dream Aloud

So Stay There
Cause Ill Be Coming Over
And While Our Bloods Still Young
Its So Young, It Runs
Wont Stop Til Its Over
Wont Stop To Surrender
(A Moment A Love)
(A Dream Aloud)
(A Kiss A Cry)
(Our Rights)

Did the song said ; Wont Stop Til Its Over Wont Stop To Surrender ?
Hmm...