Serve Me Right!

Lighting struck, now its silent and dark

Like to try to light a candle

But for that I'd need a spark

Our luck changed, dont know what

Dont know when,

but it changed, and now its hard

Not to dwell on memories

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again

I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

Now its cold on my side of the bed

Though you're near, you're far away

Partly here, partly gone

Our luck changed,I dont know why

Dont know when, I wonder where we would end up

If we could start again

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again

I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again
I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again
 
After our first met...I really wished I could tell you how glad and excited I was to see you...but I didn't think it's the right time to tell you that...otherwise you'd run away...freaked out.
When we talked or chat...I was dying to tell you how happy I was...but I didn't have the courage.
When I missed you...I didn;t even get the chance to expressed it...who I am to do that...
When we met again...I really wanted to tell you how happy and excited I was...but I didn't have the courage...I was to shy to tell you the truth... :(
And now...that you're with someone...I really wish I could tell you the truth every little thing that I keep deep within me...and at the same time I feel like I wanted to go backward when we first got in touch...only if knew it'll end up this way, I wouldn't reply your first text message...but then when I think deep...I will be totally "rugi" if I did that... :(