Ya Allah...

And that's when I REALLY HOPE God will take me somewhere...at least for a moment...
Or just makes me invisible...for a moment...
So that I could search and gain the spirit once again...
The one that I just lost minutes ago...
And this is the time when I started to feel stupid...
In doubt...
The truth is I still wanted to keep on trying...hang-on
Though the world is seems to against me...
Yes...exactly...this is not the first time I feel like the whole world is against me...
It really makes me upset...but I don't know why I keep on feel like I should keep on trying...
The truth is...I'm emotionally and mentally tired...and God is the one that I could rely on and the reason why I keep on hanging-on...
Is it because of my believe to Him...?
I really hope it is...
:(