Saturday: 12th Dec 2009

Not that I stop blogging...Im still doing it but then I usually do it in my Facebook Notes...but today I decided to do it in my blogspot page...thanks to Volkswagen1973's blog...that blog inspired me to write again in my blogspot page...what an impact it gives me!
I guess one of the reason why I seldom write in my blogspot page is because, I don't receive any repond or comments...but then nevermind...I see lots of privacy in this page...none of my students and friends know that I owned a blog so...I feel safe.. :D in here...
I hardly remember when was the last time I posted a post in this blog...Probably July...
Now it's December...New year is just around the corner...Lots of things happened for the past couple of months...
During July I felt relieve because I finally recovered...but the funny thing is through out July-August I was shadowed by the "forbidden apple" thing...I kept on thinking about it...But thing was suddenly "poof"! changed by the end of August...
Hmm...on August something that I never expected happened...I suddenly in touched with an old...school friend(?)...we never spoke to each other before and maybe never knew that each of us DO exist...! At first...I was like; WOW MAGIC!...and FUNNY...but then now it's almost three months we get in touch...gradually...that WOW MAGIC and FUNNY thing sink...or about to sink...maybe it's just another co-incident...that's all...full stop...but well, somewhere inside, I hope it's not...
That's not the only thing happened to me...
For the past couple of months since that trag!c experience...I found myself a bit different than I used to be before...
I've become less adventurous, less spontaneous and less crazy...I'm not that as excited as before...and well maybe it's either bad or not but there's a time I just have nothing to say...I mean...well, I have a goodfriend that I used to hang around with a lot and whenever we sat together I able to talk like 24/7...I never ran out of ideas whenever we hang together...but then, nowadays...I found myself not as talkative as before whenever we sit together or hang around together...DRY!
I have no idea what to talk about...I don't know...it scares me sometimes...but that's it...I'm not so sure what is happening...
I have a chat with an old girl friend weeks ago...
She told me on what's happening to her lately...and guess what...we're in the same boat...and we came out with a conclusion that we're both currently facing the quarter century life crisis...hah! It might sound funny...but I thing yes we are...
Most of the time I'm caught in between...I don't even know whom should I listen and follow...?
Haha...suddenly la pula I remember Britney's I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman...I told my friend during our conversation, that Brit's song probably represent us currently...!Maybe that's what Britney felt when she came up with that single...
I never believe about this life crisis but now I seem to believe it does EXIST!
I feel like I'm surrounded by two different group...
So of course these two groups have a different point of view...
Well...most of the time I try to ignore both group...but...hmm...I don't know.
I guess I'm in the transition process...
Few days ago I called my third sister and told her what's happening to me...she said "it's normal"...
Hmm...