The End Of The Quarter Century Journey...

Today is the final day of my quarter century journey...

Lots of unpredictable and until nowadays hardly define things that happened to me...

Being 25 years old...hmm...I don't know...one thing for sure I'm in confusion most of the time this year...

I'm still alone and there's a time I just feel so lonely...I wish I could have someone whom I could share and pour everything...I found one...unfortunately haven't reach that point..I'm sad of course...but as usual PATIENT is the keyword...

I've been through couple of changes in my life this year...I become more fragile and sensitive...

I've become Miss Not That Strong...

Life style chaged as well...I no longer that energetic to go out at night...

I feel better stuck at home...though alone and (sometime) lonely...but I feel better being at home..or maybe..this is just a house... :)

I become less spontaneous and adventure..

I miss my close girl friends a lot...I miss their accompany...Soo, Iqtie and Suraya the most...I miss their independent spirit...sense of humour as well...but it's good because I did meet Iqtie whilst on my visit to KL...and it's GREAT because I spent the whole Eid Adha at Suraya's kampong and hang out with her...hope we can hang out often...I'm looking forward for that...

Then I just love with Noey's P.O.V...haha about the looking for jodoh th!ng...there's no harm to look for it...after all I'm 25 years old..YES, exactly I'm still young and have thousands things to achieve but...well...I believe the quotes; SINGLE IS FREEDOM, DOUBLE IS HAPPINESS...I totally agree with that quote...I've been free for quarter century...so I guess there's nothing wrong if I look for jodoh...after all it's not like if I meet someone, then I'll ask him to propose me the next day...I know life after married isn't easy...but I believe in ALLAH...

This probably my final post for this year...of course I'm looking forward to put on more posts...

Just like others, I have few things I'm looking forward for next year...hope I will have a calmer life, talk less and speak more, listen better and a continuous HELP and GUIDANCE from Allah s.w.t...I wish I will become a better person and Muslim to be exact next year...Amiiin.

I hope there's a transition in me spiritually as well...seriously I have soooo many places that I wish I could visit and I have soooo many things that I hope I could achieve...but then I realise it's all duniawi kind of thing...for quarter century I spend 80% of my life hunting after the duniawi things...so I hope...next year, I able to reduce it to 50%...wasatiah...Amiin...

Then...I hope that one line that really caught my attention; Dunia adalah penjara bagi orang Muslim, tetapi syurga untuk orang kafir, will keep on wandering inside my brain..Amiin...So far that's the line I kept on thinking to keep my nafsu locked...Alhamdulillah...

Actually, I'm hoping that I could type lots for this post...what well, my brain seems to dry...So I guess that's it...

I just hope that I will own a driving license this year and pursue my Master (better do it kan?)..save more...balik kampung as often as I could...less melancong and shopping...

~Amiiin~