Friday, January 1, 2010

1st Post...

Currently listening to Aux Champs Elysees...one of the songs featured in The Darjeeling Limited starring Adrien Brody (yeah!), Owen Wilson and..yah...I forgot the other guy's name..hehe..Never mind...that's not the point
It's new year...2010...but well it's just another ordinary day..
Having my breakfast @10 am...a bowl of oat and kerepek pisang (very unhealthy...)
Well...today I plan to wash the laundry...
Get rid of the dust...
And that's all..tomorrow I'm going to attend a bengkel...6 hours if I'm not mistaken...huh..all alone..again..but never mind...I have to be strong..just like the days before...
Now..it's new year but I still want to talk about yester-year thing...
Nothing big..just feeling good when a girl friend sincerely (she said so) compliment me...she saids she likes me because I'm cute (huah...I doubt but got to learn to believe it), selamba (which is associated with barefaced, indisguised, impassive, not feeling or showing emotion...hmm there's a plus and minus there) and not hypocrite...hmmm...I wonder if that's true..? Am I?
But..one thing for sure...I've been trying to live under two rules...1) Mind my own bussiness 2) Don't care about others; their thought about myself especially...or should I make it easier...the idea of this rule is...THIS LIFE IS ALL ABOUT MYSELF...I DON'T HAVE TO CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS BEING UP WITH...IF THEY NEED MY HELP, THEN I'LL HELP...AS LONG AS THEY DON'T BOTHER ME OR CROSSING THE LINE, I DON"T HAVE TO THINK MUCH ABOUT THEM..WHAT MATTER IS...MYSELF...
But then..the truth is, I couldn't live under this principle all the time...there's a time, certain time, I just couldn't...I don't know why...never mind...probably because of the hormone...I just love blaming the hormonessss...because it only happens seldom...hmm.

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